Friday, June 25, 2010

As if.

AS IF it doesn't kill me that I'm missing this season of SYTYCD...

AS IF it doesn't kill me that my home is so far away...

AS IF it doesn't kill me that I haven't seen my sisterhood and mission friends in months....

AS IF it doesn't kill me that I'm in the fashion capital of the country and don't have the money for any of it...

AS IF it doesn't kill me that the girls here are twig skinny and I don't have the body for the clothes anyway...

AS IF I don't mind the fact that I haven't had a home-cooked meal in weeks...(ya I know, speaking of body. ha!)

AS IF I don't sometimes miss spending my summer on the beach...

AS IF I don't miss my mom and pops enough...

AS IF all that weren't enough, I had to come across these today from photobooth.

I miss seeing these kids whenever I want.
I miss babysitting them when Ben & Lu go out on the town.
I miss gabbing with Lu till wee hours of the night with tons of homework still left to do.
I miss watching our DVR-ed shows together over cookies and milk (or another dessert of her choosing).
I miss painting her nails.
I miss scorning her for not taking care of her nails and/or showering.
I miss her green sweater.
I miss Cason saying, "Wawa, happy birthday!" even though it was nearly sixth months prior.
I miss that I'm now (literally) missing Luci saying "Wawa" for the first time.












Should I have titled this "I Miss"?

4 comments:

Trent & Brooke said...

oh how i miss them too! they are the sweetest. and it hurts my heart that i can't see them more!

Lauren said...

I am seriously dying over Cason as Lady Liberty... seeing his face everywhere are you?

WE MISS YOU more than you miss us! Guaranteed!!!! I love you like a sister... wait you are my sister. Now get your freaking butt home to Utah where it belongs (yes I just called Utah your home).

And I shower more than you give me credit for... don't I?

Vicki said...

Man i am glad you didn't mention how much i shower. or wash my hair...haha. Listen you lil sentimental fool, you will be home soon enuf, and be wishing you were in NY. and you will be wishing you hadn't wasted any time there being homesick! SO ENJOY YOURSELF SISTER and you are not fat! and i will be there soon enough and we can buy a few of those fashion gems! 2 1/2 weeks baby!

LaFord said...

oh hay...i miss you so too. i agree with your mom however...you will miss ny when you leave. and you are not fat..puh-lease. speaking of food however we need to talk about next year...about dinners and such.